Die, Die, Die my darling

My name is irrelevant, I've been on this planet for the last 20 years. Stoner. Vegan. In a permanent relationship with my dogs, rats and cat. I don't understand people much at all...the way you react, over-react, find happiness and sadness in the same places, how you allow yourself to become so attached to things that won't last.. I feel alienated from the human race. No, I am not emotionally void though i so deeply wish i was. I lack basic self esteem and find myself constantly questioning peoples sincerity and truthfulness towards me. I'm know for my lack of a filter when expressing my opinion on things and subsequently find myself better off alone. I work from home and leave my house once a week to get on. Leave me alone or harass me.